We are all on missions of one kind or another. We get up in the morning and the first thing we think is, 'Where am I supposed to be.' Or, 'What am I supposed to be doing?' We don't think, 'How am I supposed to be feeling?' Unless, that is, we are feeling sad. Then, we may wistfully remind ourselves that happiness would be a preferable state. Even so, we'll consider it more important to feel flat but occupied, than blissful and taskless. What matters , though, is not what we do but what we feel while we are doing it...

Oh, when you kiss me

I know you miss me--
And when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
Adore me...oh, when you kiss me
Oh, yeah

You are the one, I think I'm in love
Life has begun

Journey down to the memoryland...I found what I wrote last year today...

They say, 'Patience is a virtue', as if they are trying to sell the stuff to us. It is not, though, some optional lifestyle accessory. It is a screaming necessity. Without it, we can achieve very little and enjoy even less. Besides which, if they really want to convince us of its desirability, they should describe it as a vice. Ultimately, we are all much more attracted to what's naughty than we are to what's good for us. Maybe I shouldn't worry, perhaps there really is no great need to make some enormous effort. Perhapas I should just wait and what I need will come to me...!!! ya right!ha!

Strange how somethings never change!!!!

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night!!!

Missing you loads!

Sometimes I am worried in case I am putting my energy into the wrong project. I am concerned because I feel as if I am trying to climb a mountain that is far too high. I suspect that, even if I fight with all my might, I will never reach the top of it...perhaps I need to look at my motives. If my reasons for taking action are sincere - my labours will bear fruit. And, even if I am biting off more than I can chew, I will automatically receive help with the digestion process - whenever I need it most....perhaps...!!! I keept telling myself when the going gets tough...what do the tough do???... the tough go to the movies?? Or they watch TV??? Or they sit around and play Scrabble!???... They do what they have to do, of course. But they don't worry about it...after all they are suppose to be tough... They don't stay up all night, fretting about how things will turn out. They just get on with their lives. They allow themselves to relax and feel confident about the judgements they are making. Seriousely...I am not indulging in escapism or avoiding the issue by taking a break from a silly situation....I am just helping me to get it in perspective...I so wish he was here so I could share somet it with him.....

Is it love that makes the world go round? No! Nor is it money. It is faith, hope and compassion that keeps this planet spinning on its axis. Love is nice. Money, too, can be as much a force for good as for bad, if approached wisely. Both, though, are fickle forces, conditional for their existence upon changing circumstances. All of us, though, are born with equal access to an endless supply of trust, warmth, optimism and tolerance. Surely we thrive if we make these the factors on which we base our priorities.